Music that I listen to~

Gonna share some of the music that I listen to. Whenever I am sad, happy, mixed feeling, heart broken.


First song that I would like to share with you guys is,
"Mine" from Taylor swift.

Actually I don't listen to Taylor Swift's songs at all. This is a song that he send it to me and asked me to listen to it. I started listening to Taylor Swift's song because he loves Taylor Swift. He say she is his girlfriend from the countryside.


Next song,
"Just The Way You Are" from Bruno Mars.

He knows that I care about my looks a lot and he send me this song.
I remembered that there was once where I am chilling with my friends at Lunar and they played this song. It was after break up not long ago. I can't hold back my tears. Really cried out loud at that time. I think that they were all very shock to see me cry.


The next one is a chinese song.
I get to know this song on the day of break up. It was playing on the radio.
"向日葵盛開的夏天" from FIR.

This song is repeated over and over again on my mp3. Listening to this song whenever when I'm alone. On the train alone, studying alone, walking around alone. It is a period of time that I really need to be alone.
When the song is at 1.06, that is the moment that my tears will flow down my cheek. Even on trains, people will look at me, i wont be able to lift up my head.


Next，
"想原諒" from 丁當.
I realised that whenever I go for a jog when I'm feeling down, I can jog a long distance and not get tired. This is the song I listen to after I've calm down.

Actually, I don't blame anyone for anything. That is not the main reason for break up. There are problems before that and we are not facing it. And maybe I'm not open-minded enough.


Sometimes I wished that you were still mine.
"If This Was a Movie" from Taylor Swift.



But its all over. New start new life.
I'm enjoying my life now. Being single is not that bad at all. Even though I somehow still get irritated sometimes when i see couples on the street and get jealous when friends around me are attached.
But it doesn't matter anymore.
I just have to wait, wait and wait.
I'm looking for a husband, not boyfriend.