but im afraid to show it to everyone so I have change the date..
To those people who have saw the video, hope you guys enjoy it((:
9th April 2011
Suddenly making this blog alive, because i wanted to post something...
A post all about him.. From the start till the end..
Let you guys have a peek at a video that I have made for him..
Let you guys have a peek at a video that I have made for him..
This is the valentine's day present that i gave him.. I dunno whether issit right to post this video here.. But nvm, I just feel like sharing it to everyone.. I took few weeks to make this video for him.. I really put in alot of effort..
Everything started so well for us.. We were meeting almost everyday.. We will meet for dinner after school.. sometimes he will send me home and i will send him home too as from school, its more convenient to send him home first..
I even brought him home to show it to my family.. And later he also brought me home..
He is really my type of guy.. Totally matches the one that i always pray for.. We thought we will really last long.. I was really thinking really far, our future..
But suddenly, everything went so wrong.. I think it started when he say he finds me sticking to him too much.
I start to throw tantrum on him.. Almost quarreling every time we meet..
So we started to drift apart.. We also seldom sms.. I started to think so negatively.
He keep telling me not to think so much but i can't because i'm not getting enough assurance from him..
So finally one day, he didn't text me at all.. For the whole day.. So the next day i texted him..
I knew he went clubbing the day before. He didn't told me about it.. I just knew it..
So i asked him, whether did he did something wrong. He say no.
Okay, so i asked what he do.. He said that he went grind girls-.-
I don't know why is he so honest with me.. He don't think that its a wrong thing to do but i just cannot accept it. So i really cannot take it anymore. So I ended this relationship with him..
Maybe thats not the main reason of break up, problems have appeared long time ago and we just don't want to face it..
I know god will prepare another better one for me..
I'm looking for a husband, not a boyfriend..
But i'm afraid to fall in love again.. So painful..
I even brought him home to show it to my family.. And later he also brought me home..
He is really my type of guy.. Totally matches the one that i always pray for.. We thought we will really last long.. I was really thinking really far, our future..
But suddenly, everything went so wrong.. I think it started when he say he finds me sticking to him too much.
I start to throw tantrum on him.. Almost quarreling every time we meet..
So we started to drift apart.. We also seldom sms.. I started to think so negatively.
He keep telling me not to think so much but i can't because i'm not getting enough assurance from him..
So finally one day, he didn't text me at all.. For the whole day.. So the next day i texted him..
I knew he went clubbing the day before. He didn't told me about it.. I just knew it..
So i asked him, whether did he did something wrong. He say no.
Okay, so i asked what he do.. He said that he went grind girls-.-
I don't know why is he so honest with me.. He don't think that its a wrong thing to do but i just cannot accept it. So i really cannot take it anymore. So I ended this relationship with him..
Maybe thats not the main reason of break up, problems have appeared long time ago and we just don't want to face it..
I know god will prepare another better one for me..
I'm looking for a husband, not a boyfriend..
But i'm afraid to fall in love again.. So painful..
We started on 16 Oct 2010 and ended on 26 Feb 2011..
A total of 132 days.. 3168 hours.. 190080 mins.. 11404800 secs..
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